| Patients is for docotors |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|12:15 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | So Sick---> Ne-Yo | ] |
I'm being torn apart thats all i'm goin to say. Don't think you know cuz you don't. Don't talk about it cuz you don't know all there is to say. All I konw is that there needs to be a drastic change in my life. IDK what but i hope I don't regrette it. I feel worthless, pathetic, guilty, and alone. I gotta let it out somehow thank God i remembered this damn journal was here. |
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| just an update |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|06:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | eye of the tiger | ] |
Just finished my last paper of the semester. 5 weeks of fun fun fun ahead. College is definately this shit. Me brian and jay are gon get buff as hell, haha. And you better believe it. I should make a movie while i got all this time off. Next week I'm buying a new laptop I think so I'm pretty excited. Well "time to make the doughnuts" I'm off to work. GO PATRIOTS!!!!!! |
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| please please please |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|01:43 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  anxious | ] |
Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me |
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| DITCHED |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|12:29 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  rejected | ] |
DITCHED
a poem by Glen Fortin Jr.
Why would a man
stain a boy with his name
then make the boy stand
alone in the rain
Why is this boy
replaced by this man
did he not feel joy
when the boy grasped his hand
so the boy is forgotten
for a whole new life
new daughter new sons
from a new wife
what's wrong with this boy
why has the man left
what happened to love
is this just a test
the man was meant
to guide and protect
but the boy was tossed
aside like a pest
was the boy's fate
just this man's mistake
why can't this man love
why can't this boy hate
connected forever
or left in the past
look in this boy's eyes
he cannot look back
deep down the boy knows
he cannot be loved
deserving no hug
not special enough
if this man won't be with him
why whould anyone be
a boy's quest for a girl
a boy's own family
this boy tries to correct
the man's worst mistake
but alone in this world
is the boy's fate |
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| Thank you Britt |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|10:31 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | angle by shaggy | ] |
I was on a rocky path
I’d fall and crash
My soul broke from that
And then the guilt hit back
And I took a step back
Looked at who I was
And who I was becoming
Where was the love
And where was I running
I had no one to follow
To lead me right
Every night I’d fight
But I’d lose the fight
Give in and up my life
Cuz I’d hate my life
But then one night
God sent me a light
An angel
Who gave me the strength to live right
And now we’re so tight
I hope fate’ll keep her by my side
So when it’s my time to die
I can look right in her eyes
Try and hold back a cry
And with my last breath
Open my mouth up wide
And say “thank you
For always being down to ride
Making me feel good
For being good
Being me
I used to hate what it meant
To be me
But after all the time we spent
I am me
I can talk only to you
So you help me through
And your family does too
This is how I know God sent you”
And after that last breath
I’d lay my head to rest
Close my eyes and see you for the last time
But live in the love you’ve given me for all time
And never be scared or worried again
Never feel cold or lonely within
In life you gave me bliss again and again
Now I see you’ve just delivered me to heaven
By Mike Fortin
dedicated to my best friend, my angel |
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| Love thy enemies |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|09:49 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | hopeful | ] |
It's easy to sacrafice yourself for those who treat you good
It's easy to love those who love you
but a real hero
will put his life on the line for his friends and enemies because it's right
a real hero doesnt hold grudges
a hero forgives
a hero thinks about others before considering how he'll feel
a hero helps not because someone has helped him before but because help is just needed
fuck me over
I'm still there for you
break my heart
I'm still there for you
leave me hangin in the dark on the side of the road
I'm still there for you
Hate me, mock me, talk shit bout me, hurt me,
abuse me, use me, bruss me,
make me cry, make me yell "God Why"
bleed me till i die, get me high,
then throw me to the side
guess what
I'm still fucking here for you
its your choice to treat me how you want to treat me
but its also always my choice to treat you how I want to
it takes a man to take a bullet for a friend
it takes a hero to take a bullet for an enemy |
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| even a hero can fall once in a while |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|08:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | i'ma soldier | ] |
I have no choice but to be strong
I have to be strong not just for me
but for my friends
for my parents
for everyone
I have to be the soldier
I have to fight off my pain
but sometimes its hard being strong
the fight gets tough
sometimes i need help
and i hate it
no i'm strong
can can do this
i just dont know how long i can do it for
before i collapse
and get burried in all this shit
i'm tryin to deal with
GOD.....please help me
My life gets so hard
and i barely ever see reliefe
just give me the strength
I loved you
because I needed you
I needed you
because you didnt need me
I loved you
because i thought you loved me
I loved you but never truely loved you
because I never loved myself
let go
let go
let go
just fucking let go
and never pick it up again
maybe u werent meant for this
fate is unescapable
but i'll fight forever
it will never destroy me
"sometimes it feels liek the worlds on my sholders
everyone's leaning on me
and sometimes it feels like the worlds almost over"
"sometimes you just feel tired
you feel weak
and when you feel weak
you feel like you wanna just give up
but you gotta search within you
You gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit outta you
and get that motivation
to NOT give up and NOT be a quitter
no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse!!!" |
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| DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC??? |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | do u believe in magic | ] |
do u trust in love
or do u sit in fear
do u obsess with others
or do u love yourself
are u, u
or r u everything else but u
be yourself
live n let die
dont wish for the past
dont worry about the future
look into the present,
be who u want to be inside,
and do what u fell u gotta do
if u do that then trust me when i say
Magic will come
Now do u believe in Magic? |
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| now listen up boys and girls... |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
A boy cannot truely love a girl
A girl cannot truely love a boy
Only a man a woman and a woman a man
A boy doesn't know if he is a boy or a man
A man knows when he is a man and not a boy
A boy may be convinced he's a man but he isn't completely sure
That uncertainty is what makes him a boy and not a man
A man has learned to love himself and respect who he is and wishes the best for himself
A man looks after his own ass b4 neone elses
By looking after himself first that man can better look after those he loves
In order to truely love and care for someone you must first truely love and care for yourself
I was only a boy now I am a young man striving to be an old successful man
Only when this man has this road of success under his feet will he find his woman
If I really love you right now than I'll just want to be your friend
Nothing in my life is more imprtant in my future than me my family and my frieds
Girlfriends now, as much as I hate to say, will be the least important part of my future
So you know I love you when I don't want to be your boyfriend and "just" your friend
Because that means I really want you in my future
And who knows what the future might bring |
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| I'ma man and no ones stopping me from being what I can be |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|07:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | determined | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | LOSE YOURSELF | ] |
"I can't be your superman"... no disrespect intended but I'm done with you girls for now. It's simply not the time for me n u to be complete. This is me time its all me up in hur right now. Girls just drag me down as much as I hate to say it. It's time to make a choice, take a break from the world and focus on Mike. I'ma make you all proud don't worry. It aint the time for love, well its always time for love, but I gotta love myself more than neone else right now. It's taken me a while to relize that, but now that I have I can truely be the man that I am; and a birthday doesn't mean shit. "I think I just gotta do my own thing....Ya know?" |
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| The Ticket - by G. Michael Fortin |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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One day this guy went down to the liquore store. After his purchase he had a spare dollar so he bought a Power Ball ticket and stuffed it in his back pocket. Later that night during the news the Power Ball numbers were read and he remembered about the ticket. He watched the numbers and noticed he had just won 10 million dollars. He was happy. Just then a gust of wind blew his ticket out the window and there was nothing he could do to get it back. He was then extremely upset. He walked around for months missing that ticket and feeling worthless without it until he relized something. Before when he possessed the ticket and didn't know what it was worth he just shoved it in his pocket like it was nothing. However when he descovered it's great value he became blinded by it and it possessed him. When a force out of his control took the ticket from him the ticket took with it a part of him which it possessed. Realizing that his happiness is under his control and nothing or no one elses the ticket landed on the ground right by him. This time he didn't see happyness when looking at it, instead he saw what it was, just a ticket. That was the first time he saw the it for what it was and was able to really apritiate it along with himself. And he was truely happy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|09:29 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | anxious | ] |
T minus 22 hours and 18 minutes
18 years ago from 7:47 am tomorow morning
a miracle happened
a star was born
and the world was never the same |
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| freestyle, cuz i'm feeling wild and I aint keepin it mild_-_M-Y-K_-_ |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | "As The World Turns" -Slim Shady- | ] |
Don't you dare ask me what's up
Cuz I stopped givin a fuck
Bout how I'm living there's just
too much shit I've just given it up
didn't mean to get my hopes up
or to ever get me choked up
you need to learn to keep this door shut
lock me up for when I wake up
cuz if I get up and see your make up
I might just hafta cut your face up
I've had it up to here with these fake sluts
giving it up but not ever giving any love
I used to ask why is living so tough
now I just relax learned to toughen it up
keep my mouth shut save my energy up
for when I'm fucked up and get fucked over
and for who ever fucks me over its all over
just wanna warn ya this knife i got here is just for ya
the damage I b planing is based on ur every phobia
expose raw guts, mop that shit up, while i ring this round ya
large intestine become a necklace on ya
soaked bones in gas for ten days
stick a match in your ass
feed ya garlic and boiled eggs
here digest this
i'll light that match as you pass that gas
napalm ass and your skeleton catches on quite fast
roll around in the grass
and my dog just shit on that
now it sticks to your back acts as a wick
from your ass too your neck lights quite quick
I'm sorry miss but this is what you get for being such a bitch
MYK 4:10 with the forewarning
take it to heart if u deside to take my own and
best believe you hurt it they'll be compensation
if you cause me agrivation bitch I just dont got the patience
with love....ha-ha >-D
>:::maybe i've been listen to a little too much slim shady lately::: |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | chipper | ] |
vacations coming
hapy birthday Mike 2/23, 18 u know it
things to do:
-find a grl
-hit up the night clubs
-go to canada (drinkin age is 18)
-go clubbin again
-get a shotgun
-go c bruins sunday
-dance friday
-dance saturday
-next friday lloyde banks at lupos
-anything else that u gotta b 18 for |
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| It's all up to God now |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | "let me fly" DMX | ] |
If love is eternal, then this shouldn't be a problem.
Who knows whats on the road ahead.
If we were really meant to be then you'll be there.
If not then...
"Uh. Yea. Uh. If you love something let it go, if it
comes back to you it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was.
Hold me down baby
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Hold me down, niggaz wanna know me now
Didn't want ta play wit' me when to show me how
No meow
Is it all about the bark?
Let the dog lose baby it's about to spark
Light up the night, like the 4th of July
Niggaz know, when I let go, niggaz die
wit' this Y and you don't know you slow like Baltimore
If you ain't tryin' ta go ya blow
I soke up all the pain and except it in silence
When I let go it's violence cause the wildest
leaves the dog barkin' up the tree for the cat
in the fog but ya'll niggaz see is the bat
Flappin' away wit' em blind like Stevy
Niggas don't hear me, still tryin' to see me
Stop being greedy, ya heard what I said
Let me go, let me flow on my bed
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
I sold my soul to the devil, and the price was cheap
A yo it's cold on this level cause it's twice as deep
But you don't hear me, ignorance is blisning and so on
Sometimes it's better to be taught dumb
Shall I go on
You don't want no real, what the deal is a mystery
How is it I can live and make history
If you don't see it then it, wasn't ment for you to see
If you wasn't born wit' it then, it wasn't ment for you to be
But you can't blame me for not wantin' to be hound
lock down in a cell wit' a soul gettin' dwelled
This is hell, go get the devil and get me the key
but can't be worst than the curse that was given ta me
It's what I live for, you take away that and I'm gone
There's a difference between, doin' wrong and being wrong
and that ain't right
Just keep it fair baby
Put me in the year, and I'll take it there baby
Yes
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
I'm a flow regardless because I'm an artist until I'm trapped
I'ma continue to hit he hardest whether I scrap or rap
Give me death but you ain't my friend
I see it in your eyes, you contemplate my end
You waitin' for that bin in the road, where you were told
that you would go, when you were old
and if you died young, it was told
So what the dilly, what it was worth
Think back 26 years, be like what of his birth
What if it was a miscarriage and I never existed
Have I given something that have been taken away you
would of missed it
Didn't know, did I persisted?
It was the call of the wild
I'm here to say what's in my heart, and you call it a style
Don't put it in the cage, don't mistreat it
You say you hunger for knowledge, here it is eat it
Another soul completed is another thought captured
Let me do my thing I got it locked wit' this rap shit
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Either let me fly, or give me death
Let my soul rest, take my breath
If I don't fly I'ma die anyway, I'ma live on
but I'll be gone any day
Or give me death, uh uh uh, or take my breath
I'ma die anyway, but I'll be gone any day
Where my niggaz?
Uh ha ha, for my niggaz"
when will this pain go away..... |
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| 'the black rose' by mike fortin |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|11:08 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
rose of black
love that now lacks
a rub on a back
a hug is a slap
a kiss on the lips
the feel of the hips
this pain won't be fixed
life's just a bitch
it was once a red rose
i brushed u from ur toes
up ur body to ur nose
lacking all clothes
this is only when I close
my eye's, I suppose
that dreams come and go
even though a love flows
eternal, it bleeds you or feeds you
you need to unleash truth
let it all out
fall to ur knees too
you screem and you cry
you demand to know why
your dreams r a lie
and in them you die
you see hope is for fools
in a world without rules
starving not promised
one scrap of food
drowning you aren't given
one merciful breath
so you pray for the day
you witness your death
go out with a bang
if life doesn't drive you insane
can't dance in the rain
you slip with no cain
too old to get up
no one to help you out
all you can do is just sit
so you sit and you pout
gaveity is the force which brings us down
and alone you can't fight it
so allas you will drow
loved by many
but many don't love enough
i purchase you candy
but me you forgot
these petals i pull
does she love me or not
petals always r even
thats the reason my heart rots
like rock as a clot
i feel it has stopped
petals from the red roses
now blacker than dark
happy valentines day
worship the red rose
if you have it |
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| BUT THE LORD NEVER GIVETH I JUST THINKETH THAT HE DID |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|06:24 pm] |
THE LORD GIVETH AND THE LORD TAKETH AWAY
dont tell me that i was wrong
but i was wasnt i
dont tell me what i wanted was the right thing
but it was wasnt it
right in front of my face
and i thought that i had figured it out
was it supposed to b how it was or was how it was holdin me back
would this b considered a step backwatrds then
or is it foward
maybe its fucking sideways who the hell knows
friends will b friends untill they find new friends
same with girlfriends
ur always there for urself
if u dont need nebodies help
ur set for life
dont u dare trust what anybody ever says in this life
because ppl lie even if they dont know it
promises shold never b
romance should have never been consieved
when i c my destany
i believe in my baby i will b freed
to my baby:
i know I'll pray for God to bless the day ur born
i know I'll pray for Him to curse the day i see ur grown
but i trust when i'm old and gray you'll be there for ur daddy
and at that moment i will b the happiest person who ever could have lived
no matter what and grl does to me or ne friend who leaves me
blood stays together
no matter who ur mommy is
and how she leaves me
i konw u will love me
becasue i will love you
more than nethign in this world including myself |
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| cursed |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | "lonely" akon | ] |
lonely i'm mr. lonely
i have no body to call my own
i'm so lonely
i'm mr. lonely
i have nobody to call my own
girl.....
i woke up in the middle of the night and noticed my girl wasn't by my side
coulda sworn i was dreaming.......
...ever since my grl left me my whole life went crashing
happy valentines day |
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| cursed |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | "lonely" akon | ] |
lonely i'm mr. lonely
i have no body to call my own
i'm so lonely
i'm mr. lonely
i have nobody to call my own
girl.....
i woke up in the middle of the night and noticed my girl wasn't by my side
coulda sworn i was dreaming.......
...ever since my grl left me my whole life went crashing |
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| "The Perfect Pie" by Mike Fortin |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | hopeful | ] |
Here's a little Parable i whipped up for ya...
A wise man once tested two boys, who looked towards the man with respect, with a pie. The wise man purposely baked the pie with too much salt as to ruin its flavor. He cut two pieces out for each boy. He said to them, "I have spent many days perfecting this recepy and I intended to present it to many. Tell me how much you like it." After tasting the pie the wise man asked for the first boy's oppinon of it. The boy looked into his eyes and told him it was the best he had ever eaten. When asked the same question the secound boy told the wise man that the pie was terrible. The wise man asked the first boy why he lied to his eyes. The young man explained that he cared for the wise man and didn't want to hurt his feelings. Then the wise man asked the other young man why he looked into his eyes and critisied him so. The young man responded, "Sir, I care for you very much and respect you too much to lie to your eyes. I was concerned with what damage believing, that this pie is tasty, would hurt your reputation if you served it to many with such high expectations. My goal was not to hurt your feelings, but to protect you from humilliation." The wise man told the second boy, "it is true that you must love me for you strive to save me from dispare and are not restricted by the fear of truth." He then told the first boy, "It is true that you must hate me, for you look into my eyes with a decieteful tounge. Overcome by fear of truth you will be unable to ever help anyone make the perfect pie."
Don't ever look into my eyes and fear truth, it is unseemingly selfish. |
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| Mortal Combat |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|04:44 pm] |
i feel it right
i know it wrong
so brews a fight
for now i'm gone
pleasure tempts
conscience deffends
but the soul it mends
while lust must win
In this moment
I cannot think
and though i know it
a destracting wink
you look at me
with extacy
breath into me
now i can't see
I now look at you
through selfish eyes
the eyes you have too
fuled by many lies
spirits high
i make you cry
out of pleasure
and soon we die |
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| a poem by G. Michael Fortin Jr. |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|04:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | if i had... -eminem | ] |
Love Past My Smile and Past my Eyes
past my smile
past my eyes
where my spirit dwells
it stays locked up deep inside
and no one quite knows it's alive
or cares for it at all
curse this smile
curse these eyes
damn them straight to hell
distracting others from whose inside
they can't appreciate this lonely guy
they don't see this man at all
bless my smile
bless my eyes
happiness smiles sadness cries
they seem to releave what I hide
if you understand this man at all
and all the while
ur by my side
u'll walk with me through hell
fore u were able to derive
past my smile through my eyes
and love my very soul
-myk |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|07:00 am] |
there's something special about me that keeps ppl away.........
I wish someone could tell me what that special thing was |
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| eeney meeney miney moe.... |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | "your the one that I want"-thats right from Grease, haha | ] |
This is the hardest fucking decision i've ever had to make
idk what i want or what would be best
i'm hoping something will tell me what to do because i'm stumped on this one.......
i want to b treated like.....
but i miss like......
and i want to treat you like....
if u treat me like.....
and i could always see my future like....
but i want now to be like....
and my heart fluctuates like....
Decisions take too much outta me and this one is far past me. |
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| ur eyes |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | till i collapse | ] |
u see i got this feelin that i miss you
like everytime i kiss you
but this seems to be an issue
when i go to grab a tissue
suddenly it hits you
like what shoulda woulda coulda been
and still have been to this day
and i struggle to find my way
I just pray that u dont play
and its real how u feel and what u say
or is it just a game
i thought that untill ur eyes seem to give it away
unless they in it to
to fool a fool
make him feel he's worthless too
pathetic to deserve this gift such as u
and i just do not know what to do
but now i rest my head and forget about thinking if that shit was true
or just sumthing u put everyone through and i'm just a guy in a line on the side faceless name less and we r all crying
or i am unique like u said
is this something i'm about to regret |
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| I trust thigns will get better |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|10:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | vunerable | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | keep ur head up-tupac | ] |
I pray to the Lord tonight
To let everything go right
Once again make my word real bright
Grant me this girl right by my side
and all this court shit let it pass by
that and this time when i have no ride
These ppl i feel i can not relie
who have been there helping guide my life
A tear I cry if I'm denied URI
But I will keep my head up even when I sigh
Please let me have one thing good in life
Love, satisfaction, respect, all from a bride
To whom i need not make my feelings hide
who helps me through all my darkest times
opens up my eyes as I make her smile wide
she should care for me and my caring will coincide
and she will be with me until the day i die
if not in person than in spirit
and in heaven we will reunite
just don't let my life become anworthless fight |
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| Have you eveer seen an angel |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|06:21 am] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | thankful | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | Nice n' Easy -Sinatra | ] |
You see I have been heartbroken for many many months and i've prayed for my pain to b relieved. So one friday night sittin on my bed God threw me and Angel from Italy with everything that i had prayed for included. What ever reason she started im'ing me, the ultimate reason is that it was meant to happen. Some times in our lowest points fait takes over and puts what you've wanted right in front of you and you couldn't feel happier than that person, no that princess, that angel makes u feel every moment they r in ur mind adn they make u want to put everything aside and forget about everything but the smile on ur fadcee and why its there. So all you want to do is make her as happy as she makes you and seening eachother smile while you hold eachother in ur arms makes time stop; and for that eternal moment u experience heaven. God has sent me an Angel, who takes me back to heaven with her whenever I am with her. She has it all nothing I would change the voice that makes all birds want to sing, the fingers that deserve nothing less than dimond rings, and the eyes that make my heart sink. There is too much joy in me to be able to explain, lets just say ur the sunshine in my rain. The reliefe in my pain. You keep me from going crazy yet your love drives me insane. And while in loves game we'll jsut call it a tie and live the night side by side ready to die in each others eyes.
I simply cannot explain it.
Lets take it nice and easy
Its gonna be so easy
For us to fall in love
Hey baby, whats your hurry
Relax and don't you worry
We're gonna fall in love|
We're on the road to romance
Thats safe to say
But lets make all the stops
Along the way
The problem now of course is
To simply hold your horses
To rush would be a crime
Cuz nice and easy does it
Everytime
We're on the road to romance
Thats safe to say
But lets make all the stops
Along the way
The problem now of course is
To simply hold your horses
To rush would be a crime
Cuz nice and easy does it
Nice and easy does it
Nice and easy doe it
Everytime
Like the man says one more time
Nice and easy doesn it
Nice and easy does it
Everytime |
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| Patriots win yet again SUPER BOWL TIME BABY |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|09:45 pm] |
"A Patriot Encore"
(sung to Encore-Eminem)
Br-Br-Br-Brady’s
Quarterback, Haha
C-C-C-Cor-ey-Dillion!, Haha
[Chorus]
Cause we came here to shut these eagles up right
Let's play tonight
And if they don't let us run up the front
Dillion’ll come round the side
Cuz we don't ever wanna leave the game without
At least seeing them cry
So all my players on the left, all my players on the right
give ’em the beating of all time
Get your ass up for Teddy Bruschi
One more time, get your ass up for Teddy Bruschi
Come on now, here he goes
He’ll bang ya, it's another fumble gained
Just one more team we have to beat
Balls ours now
Times up, games over, you lose, we win
'bout to show these fucking eagles how to play this game
Ooh yeah, new year, our game, our ring
Look who's come back to claim that trophy again
We defend, Harrison blocks you ever time your in
Takes ya out, you get sacked, turnover, ball’s ours again
Your just sad, we make you scream out we are your dad-dy
And once we’ve won, you don’t mean jack, too bad
You're play like crap now, your QB can't even find you
We wait on the line, you slip, we’ll jump right on you
You walk around mad, you let your anger blind you
We walk around just holding our trophies up behind you
Enough with all the passin' it’s over our ass your kissing
Champs of the world, listen, we’re unstoppable without a question
While two super bowls won now three times, whose
World-wide, we top the charts with records broken and we still breaking em
[Chorus]
When Tom Brady calls hike, we unleash the might, we’re gonna fight
fight, fight, fight
And when David Patten jumps up, grabs the ball the games won, like in 2001
we won, we won, we won
Our running back’s tremendous, he’ll snap your neck with his
Stiff arm got you choking you know your tackles been prevented
We keep our score climbing up by now its senseless
We ain't showin' off, we playing our game, get your players off the benches
We were underdogs, now we can talk
We shut you up, knock it off
Won’t you fucking learn your lesson?
The Pats are this, the Pats are that, you got the wrong impression
You must be just denying we rock, soon you’ll be regretting
So QB take position and snap the ball while they’re guessing (what?)
We gon' have this first-down run in just a second (run run)
That's why we always save the best run last
Or make a catch and spike the ball on the end zone grass
Cuz we done showed up them Colts, wrestled with Steelers
Broke the winning record over the past two seasons
And if it wasn't for Belecheck to want a perfect
Game played the Pat’s way
Who’ve made it one more time with out a doubt its how we’re playing
Grace the cover of Sports Illustrated pages
Troy Brown’s past the line and still he’s racing
Just to raise a touchdown debate
And leave it to the Pats to win a challenge
And we can play it back and forth all day
Like the hot potato game, pass the ball to Faulk today
[Chorus]
Vinatieri, come on!
Three now, hands up, you know how he do
He makes the kicks up over the field goal post
It's no secret, everybody know
Our game it’s called, when Vinatieri’s involved
And no worries involved, on sunny Sunday's when we need three
Adam’s, on his way to the party and now we
Bout to win the game its just how we, get roudy
Ref’s Hands up for the grand finale
Now raise up out your seat, we just went and beat
All the NFL teams played our hearts out every week
We been catching it in the air jumping out of our sneaks to
Provide you with the heat burn you up after we beat ya
So never say never cuz Brady Belechick together
Along with Adam’s Records presents the return of the-the Pats (the Champs)
No one could wear the ring better
We tear the league up and leave with a year to brag again and uh
[Chorus]
Yeah, haha
Still Champions, 2005
And don't worry about next year
We’re comin', we gonna make it its how we do it, haha
Tom Brady, Trow Brown, Corey Dillion, Rodney Harrison, Kevin Faulk, Teddy Bruschi
We ain't leavin', let's go! haha
Ladies and gentlemen, thank you all for comin' out, peace! |
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| I'ma Man "that my boys fail to understand" for now read on and understand who Mike really is |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|01:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | sympathetic | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | 8 mile | ] |
After all i've said all i've wrote all i've done ppl cant put it all together to define the person of me, myself. I have been called stupid after i open up and tell what i believe. I guess people hate hearing the truth and the truth is what ppl fear more than ne thing. Ignorance our bliss, or our Wall that holds us back which we can't see past. Ignorant ppl dont even think they are ignorant and will never admit to anything for they will than be admitting their ignorance. We as humans are all ignorant sometimes, atleastsoem will admit it.....maturity!
"I'm feelin a little skeptical who I hang out with"
"I'm a man, I'ma make a new plan
Time for me to just stand up, and travel new land
Time for me to just take matters into my own hands
Once I'm over these tracks man I'ma never look back"
"And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin"
"The pressure's too much man, I'm just tryin to do what's best
And I try, sit alone and I cry
Yo I won't tell no lie, not a moment goes by
That I don't pray to the sky, please I'm beggin you God"
"Ain't no fallin no next time I meet a new girl
I can no longer play stupid or be immature" |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|12:29 pm] |
Girls are by far a spice of life
Finding one to make my wife
would be really nice
But I'll make sure i check her twice
Judged by her looks and love for life
And for our baby she will be
The best damn mother ever seen
So now i'm hunting for many years
The thing is with every attempt comes more tears
And its hard to say that I dont care
This shit just doesnt seem quite fare
Now Italian ladies drive me crazy
Portugese they do phaze me
Those sexy spanards Lord have mercy
Theres something bout the irish that just lures me
but why do I feel that God has cursed me
every time these females hurt me
but i am always gettin up
never give up
its not too much
...(BRAINS FUCKING WITH THE COMPUTER RIGHT NOW SO I HAVE TO FINISH LATER. FUCKIN ASSHOLE LOL) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|06:03 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | lonely-akon | ] |
This song goes out to all those who sit at hoem with no one to talk to and no one to cry to
Have you ever met a person who seem to keep it all inside
sits at home by the phone all alone every night
and he finally relizes no ones gonna call
there's no one there at all
who thinks of him at all
when he is not around
so he lies and cries there on the ground
sports the saddest frown
you've ever seen, no doubt
no one to comfort him even in his house
and when he opens up his mouth to let something out
no one pays attention so he just don't let it out
feeling hopeless liek there's nothing he can do
he sees he's all alone
is bored to death and mones
because no one really knows
who he is they don't care at all
they're too busy with themselves
their own relationships are more important than him so he rebels
he feels that he's living right in hell
and every step he makes seems to be another mistake
depressions just his fate
gonna grow up alone thats just the way
its meant to be
saddly he will never grow to be truely and completely happy
ambitions gone
he's always wrong
so he sits at home
and writes this song
why does it seem I don't matter
could I grow any sadder
Why couldn't I just have her
One girl that i could flatter
I hope that things will change
but for now i'm trying to maintain
a drive developing my game
my looks already drive them insane
How is it Optomism always able to shine through
whenever no one really wants you
and being lonely always haunts you
There is stil something drving
inside you are striving
to make it right who is guiding
me too the light it's blinding
I have the might I'm finding
to stay in this fight these mind games
can't stop me now
because some how I refuse to lose and just fall down
And now that i am downI can only rise as of now
Because sitting on this ground doesnt help me out
i'm determined to turn about
my mood no need to shout
one day I know things are gonna be
like this world's happy to me
like this girl was meant for me
To be or not to be
I'm always gonna be
no one other than me, myself
i'll always tell
the truth and never dwell
lonely in this cell
i'm escaping the worl's mine for the taking
my life is what I am making
God's who I shoudl be thanking
For my soul he's saving
from depressions lonely caging
no reason to be faking
I'm real just deal don't be hating
why does it seem I don't matter
could I grow any sadder
Why couldn't I just have her
One girl that i could flatter
I hope that things will change
but for now i'm trying to maintain
a drive developing my game
my looks already drive them insane
It aint their fault they forget me
They just don't think about me
that they should care about me
I thought that friendships never ends
I guess thats until I girl steps in
or drugs take away your friends
and you ask them just to call
and they don't think of it at all
while you need them most of all
how could they let you sit and fall
meaningless after all
well fuck you go have a ball
go chill with your special girl
smoke your blunts leave this world
instead of calling your staring at the wall
I guess that when i'm gone
no ones gonna come
see my body when i'm done
they'll be too busy having fun
In my mouth I place this gun
and may i finally be at easy
as I Rest In Peace.....
-myk410 |
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| God won't close ne doors without opening up at least 3 windows |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|12:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | optimistic | ] |
Yesturday I was miserable, laying in my bed all day with all my friends doin there own thing. But, I'm used to this feeling of lonelyness so I don't let it get to me as much ne more. I was all ready to see everybody for a New Years Eve party and I even wrote a song for everybody to hear......but plans didnt seem to work out how I hoped. Jay LaPort Ernie and Mark were all goin to Kevin's house to get fucked up, what else is new, Brian was chillin with Fitch, and all jay wanted to do was see Elisa. The same old thing and once again I was out of the loop. After all the time I've spent with these guys they still don't understand me and my shit, but thats ok I understand and forgive them. I can't stay mad. All I knew is that I had to get out. Recently I had been coming to the realization that I wasn't getting anywhere with my quest for a girl of my own, it's hard when you have to relie on others to get things done for you. I needed something to do though to get my mind off my problems. I ended up talking to kristen and meeting up with her at Will's house when I was showing him what I was doing wqith the car he sold me. My car always gets my mind off of things. So I hung out with WIll, Kristen, Will's brother and this other grl for New Years eve, which was odd since I don't usually hang out with them. Never the less I had a great time watchin movies, playing pool, and watching the ball drop with some friends who actually made me feel better bout myself. Besides the fact something happened that put a damper on the night for somebody it was all in all a pretty good night. I than went and saw Jocelyn and chilled with her and her friend in her hot tub. And I went back to Will's house and slepted over. This morning when I woke up I decided to go to Dunkn' Donuts with Will so I could maybe wake up a little and I met the girl Elisa's been trying to set me up with and I told her to hit me up she said she would. That was the icing on the cake for a great ending to a crazy ass year for me. It just goes to show the more outgoing you are the more opptions for happiness open up to you. Welcome 2005 I'm gonna make suer you are a great year for me, all the opaine from last year is gone and my resolution is to stay optomistic, independent, and outgoing.
Peace out ervyone
Hit my up if you want or at least leave a response if you read this
thnx |
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| Happy New Year to all my friends |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|12:27 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
No Matter What I'll Always be here for you guys even if you don't want to be there for me right now, I understand.
1 Now everybody listen up lets get this party crunk enough
2 And everybody drunk enough to have a grand old' time
3 So put your glasses up high, puff that blunt to get ya high
4 And as the time passes by, before the ball drops
5 I need to see your hands up, but just keep your pants up
6 Because when I say Fuck, you all say 'lets GET fucked up'
7 Good bye to the great year 2004
8 Ur bout to die but you've affected us forever more
9 Started up relationships and ended a few
10 But the ones that survived, we will always worship you
11 So every body tell your one, how much they mean to you
12 And how you won't let them live, the next year without you
13 So let all our bullshit be forgot
14 And turn over a brand new leaf
15 Open up, let your hating come to a stop
16 And live this night with friendly peace
17 Just take a look at how much I’ve grown in this past year
18 I was just a needy fuck always willing to shed a tear
19 Girls were controlling my mood all the time
20 It went from Cait, Mich, and Kristen down the line
21 And over the summer I thought knew what to do
22 Get lit forget my shit and not give a fuck bout school
23 But then the time came my shit had to change
24 I had to start thinking stop destroying my brain
25 But I got hooked on speed so to speak
26 I was popping Adderoll at least 10 times a week
27 And smoking that weed didn’t really help me out
28 I moved out of my house didn't know what I was about
29 But I was living in hell depressed all the time
30 And this one girl was always on my mind
31 I just really need to find someone to be mine
32 I guess until that day I’ll be fine
33 And that’s the place I'm at as of this day
34 But I love u guys, i wouldn't have you any other way
35 So let all our bullshit be forgot
36 And turn over a brand new leaf
37 Open up, let your hating come to a stop
38 And live this night with friendly peace
39 Jay last year i hate to remind you of your ex
40 But just think how far you've come and who you got next
41 You couldn't be luckier just don't forget your boys
42 We'll always have time to drive in our crazy little toys
43 Brian you my boy i wish you the best of luck
44 When your gone next year it's gonna be tough
45 Mark your a crazy bastard truly one of a kind
46 Just stick with your dreams and start using your mind
47 Ernie your great and you have a great heart
48 But never let that pot cause your heart to stop
49 And LaPort, by that I mean the other Jay
50 We've had many crazy days while we blazed away
51 And hopefully some day I’ll see you guys again
52 Because you mean more than any girl you guys are my closest friends
53 So let all our bullshit be forgot
54 And turn over a brand new leaf
55 Open up let your hating come to a stop
56 And live this night with friendly peace |
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| LOOK AT THE WORLD stair down failure and negative forces |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|02:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | optimistic | ] |
O my God it's him,
Becky O my fuckin God it's MYK 4:10.
whats the big deal it's just me. I'm just like you and her and him and them. we're all fighting for the same goals. we all fail and win once in a while. Humans all have there flaws and insecurities which bring them down. We also have the ability to grow up and change whats wrong with us and strieve to achieve and work on what needs to be fixed. What's the difference between me and you, besides the physical?
I love y'all everysingle one of you
aint got no enemies on this earth I understand everyone
no time to hate too busy lovin
live life and succeede
help those you love and those you don't make them
ur lil brothers and sisters and guide them
help others through there struggles no matter how they treat you
don't let what they say hurt you
stay focused on who you are
and who they are
don't let their demons inside influence you to hate
know who people really are
SEE |
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| amore |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|01:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | determined | ] |
next chance I get to start a relationship i'm gonna take atvantage of it. Stand up and 'carpe diem'. The world is urs, and my life is mine; it's all up to me w/e I want and w/e i screw up. Everyone's responsible for there own life, u can't blame ne one but urself for what happens to u.
LISTEN UP
Next time it starts happenin i'm gonna recognize it and make the most of it.
Love has its suddle signs.
You just gotta know what to look for.
"Bells will ring ting-a-ling-a-ling ting-a-ling-a-ling and you'll sing 'VITA BELLA'
hearts will play tippy-tippy-tay tippy-tippy-tay like a gay tarembella...
...when the monn hits ur eye...
...when the world seems to shine...
...when the stars make you drewl...
...when you dance down the street with a cloud at ur feet your in love
when you walk in a dream and you know ur not dreamin singore
escusa me but u see back in old Napolie thats 'AMORRE' |
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| Merry Christmas |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|02:42 pm] |
Merry Christmas to everyone out there. Have fun putting up your CHRISTmas trees and opening all your CHRISTmas presentents while you suck on your Candy Canes while you celebrate and honor the birth of Jesus CHRIST. Just make sure you don't forget the purpose of CHRISTmas and why it is celebrated. And thank Jesus for his gift to us because no matter what we decide to give to each other this year it will not come near to sacraficing your life for the entire human race so that they'll be able to live foreverin happiness. But most of you are probably saying "thats fucking bullshit" because you are unwilling to understand the truth. Thats ok one day you will. But may I ask why do YOU celebrate Christmas if it's not to celebrate Jesus, is it because everyone elwse does it or it's fun? Is there a reason for you yourself to celebrate it or are you just going along with the crowd. Do you have your own oppinion or do you relie on what others do and think? Maybe you need to sit alone for a while and rethink your beliefes. Fore if you celebrate Christmas and don't even believe in Jesus than how do you not consider yourself to be a hyporcrite? And if you don't care about that I must ask why do you have such lake of respect for yourself?
This Christmas I'd liek to give you the gift of knowledge, but you must be open to recieving it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|08:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | happy | ] |
I pray that one day they'll be a day where i'm able to help my little baby
and love her
and care for her
and she will give me the love which I have been seeking for my whole life
I believe i will be able to find a wife who will truely understand and care for me as i her and that we together will help our baby and with that triangle of caring and love both of our lives will be complete and the day that I die will be of happiness and after death i will be preserved for eternity in that feeling of happiness, or what is most comkonly called heaven............ |
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| It started when we were younger, you were mine |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|11:14 pm] |
It's ludicrous to denie and feelings I have because denial doesn't make them go away and there's no reason to ever be ashamed of how you feel because you can't help that shit. I admit hearing certain songs makes me hurt inside and others make me angry but it would be wrong of me to let the past control my furture don't you think.
Hey everyone, this is me who you've never seen because I have protectred and kept inside myself certain thoughts and feelings. For no reason. Everybody shares the same feelings so why do we feel we must hide them? Is it because we think that we'll be vunerable? Well doesn't it make sense that if you put everything you felt and thought of out on the table so others could understand you and your moods, that you would in fact become less vunerabl;e because you have nothing left to hid from any one?
In life you have to step up and take control.
Don't hate.
UNDERSTAND
Don't slander.
UNDERSTAND
Don't talk shit.
UNDERSTAND
Don't fight.
UNDERSTAND
The only way for you to grow is alone.
Success rests in responsibility
Happyiness can only be found in Love
Love is caring and understanding someone for who they are as their own person.
Every so often she will pop into my mind again
Things in life remind me of my past where I am now able to understand as a whole
The stars and constalations used to bring back the most painful memory
Which I would use to dwell in my own depression
But thinking back to past event and understanding why things happened helps me to stop blaming myself for anythin and stop feeling bad
I tried to destroy these memories when i should have been using them to become stronger
You can't run from anything you have to deal with it
...I must admit however, once in a while looking at those stars still hurts and I wounder if that feeling will always be
One day I believe God will allow me happiness. When I think about what I would most want to do in life would you be suprised?
What if I said I could care less if I was a film maker or if i worked at Wendy's my whole life, and all I ask to happen for me in this life is for me to become a father. NOT NOW but eventually if I was given the gift of my own family complete with a wife as well as a child who loved me as much as I loved them with all our hearts. A child who would when I become too old to take care of myself will make me the happiest old man alive by caring for me just as I did for them. A wife who will always understand me and I will never fail to understand her. A beautiful, kind, smart, mature, honest, open, logical girl to be my wifey would be one of the best things that could ever appen to me. With the biggest fucking titties I've ever seen too.....lol I'm just fucking around, they don't gotta be that big.
Love your enemies so that they can be your brothers.
Ask me [anything] and I will tell you. I have nothing to hide if your willing to listen. So if there is anything you wonder bout me just ask don't be scared I don't judge anybody. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|11:14 pm] |
Do you really ever have the right to complain
About anything in life or get mad at any one
If you thought about why people do things that they do
And realize the truths that they don't
You'll understand why people screw you over
It's cuz they don't know what their doin
Don't blame them
Just understand them
If they want to do something and don't understand how you'd take it
Than it isn't there fault for what ever way your affected by it
no matter how hurt u may get
they don't understand the total outcomes of their choices
it's not that they don't love you
it's because they aren't able to understand
people grow up alone because growing up is realizing
who you are in this world and what choices would best help ur self and others u love to get through life and be happy
true love is being understood and understanding in return |
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| ALISON MARIE SACCO 1987-2003 |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | Good Die Young - D12 | ] |
RIP Ali
December 10, 2003
I know I wasn't the most understanding person
And I seemed to always hold a grudge over you
When in fact you were my first real crush
I didnt know how to handle those emotions
I hope you forgive me
And even though I may not deserve it
I hope you pray for me while your up there
Your death has forced me to realize my and everones mortality
And i have grown
Because no matter what goes on right now when everythings is over
all that matters is how much you sacraficed for others
and i've learned how to find my way through situations and produce
good results from bad dillemas
From you and also from my own suffering I have resently gone through
Realizeing that I am the only person I can truely trust
And the only person who truely cares about and most understands me
More than any of my boys, or girls, or even family
I have also learned that it is my resposibility to care for all of those in my life
And every human in general
You discovered this long ago while you were still alive
The greatest joy you can get is from caring for others
you took your condition and strived to help others who suffered from the same thing
because you understood
and you could feel their pain
and you wanted to do what you could to help
It is an understatement to say you were good in your lifetime
I am amazed by your actions and inspired
I made it a point today to donate a pint of blood no matter what
I promised I would
In memory of you
To continue your work on earth
To help save someone like you
I will make sure you aren't forgotten
THE GOOD INDEAD DIE YOUNG
Please donate to people like my friend suffering from heart problems:
Boston Children's Heart Foundation
300 Longwood Ave.
Boston, Mass. 02115
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| Thank you on Thanksgiving everyone!!!!! |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|03:02 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | thankful | ] |
Happy thanksgiving everybody
I wanna thank my friends for putting up with me for all this time that i've known them and not leaving me sticking by me as specially during the hard times. When wqe fight when i annoy you when i'm in a shitty mood when i'm in a crazy ass mood when i'm pissed when i'm lonely and shit by myself when i need comfort. thank you.
Thank you Mom and Tom for helping em mature into the man I am now. THank you for always caring for me.
And thank you Lord for guiding me through the past year and carry me through the hard times when I didnt know what choices to make You helped me You were alwaysa there for me always are and I know kYou always will be. I'm sorry for all i have done wrong against your will for You are the One who cares for me, looks after me, understands me, and loves me more than anyone. |
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| haven't been round lately |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | EROCNENCOREspend some timeENCOREROCNE | ] |
Can't you see what you do to me baby?
You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac.
I'm like a lunatic, you make me sick
You truly are the only one who can do this to me
You just make me get so crazy.
been missing something
...just dun cry for me
time for me to take more responsibity
for my actions
accept the results
good or bad
and learn from the bad ones
understand what i did wrong
for humans make mistakes
and mistakes stay in the past
now deal with the present
and plan for the future
think out shit for myself
all loses i have gone through
are either my fault
or were out of my control
no sense wining other than to get attention for poor little me
so DON'T FEEL BAD FOR ME thats for me to do
look up to me for what i've grown to be
i dun wanna hear anyone say "o poor mikey"
NO....all i wanna hear is:
"mike is crazy"
"mike is awsome"
"mike is handson"
"what a cuttie"
"what a hotty"
"damn he's so funny"
"what a deep mind"
"i love his personality"
"so creative"
...and shit like that ;D |
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| just a little bored |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | doom | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | cisum | ] |
i died last monday
the funeral was sunday
it didnt go my way
cuz this chick was hatin, she spat on me
so i snatched the bitch by her bangs and dragged her ass to hell wit me
damn grl u got sum back play sum "show and tell" wit me
all slippery and sweaty
dicks all ready
titties seem heavy
baby would u let me
get crunky and funky
doin the dirty monkey
tie ur ass to a wall
like target practice, hunny
a skeet skeet skeek in ther mouth
field goals good
now get the fuck on the couch
it's obvious i got issues no doubt
sittin here box of tissues and i shout
these voices aint stoppin
even afta all the pills i've been poppin
but yo this party seems to be hoppin
fillin my boxers with cotton
baby a got a rocket in my pocket and i promise no one in here's gonna top it
so how bout we go get locked in the closet
and tomorow u'll be cleanin my bathroom wit comet
cuz u only a grl and i'ma man wit a plan
i grabbed her hand while she ran
and beggan to throw sand at my man
we took this hoe out back put her ass in a sack
took out a bat unleashed a few wacks
forced her to smoke crack
stabled a dead rat to her hat
threw her onto this guys doormat
then called the Po
now that guys doin thirty-fo
we got off scott free and moonwalked out the door
so u wounder wat else is in store
well i'm stocked up on rush and dust
buy an either of mush for thirty bucks
u know i'll hook my boy up
too bad u aint though
i'll sell u weed laced but tell u it's haze
have ur head fuckin spinnin for days
in ur bed u will lay
as u eat a full cake
here have sum milkshake
sike thats puke u ate
i'm guessin u gay\but hey thats ok
i'll lay ur ass out straight
teach u the beauties of little boy rape
oops i made a mistake
oh well i gotta gety sum shit outa me
so i'ma go partisipate in a lil beastiality |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 27th, 2004|08:26 pm] |
| [ | Current Feeling |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Song |
| | lonely-akon | ] |
i thought i wouldn't b sad ne more aftyer moving out
i thout my troubles were in the past
i thought i'd b able to shape my life
i thought i was strong
i thought i was a soldier
i thought i was superman
i thought that ppl cared
no i c wat bein alone's really like
i thought my friends cared more than they do it seems
no family
no job
no grl
nobody to care bout me ne more accept for me |
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| a disapointment |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|04:52 pm] |
i'm a disapointment to my parents
i'm a disapointment to friends
i'm a disapointment to girlfriends
i'm a disapointment to everyone
and all of that makes me disapointed in myself
well i sugjest people should forget bout me or later in life they're gonna be extremely disapointed again and it'll be all my fault
i'm sorry
just prettened i aint here no more |
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| HOW DARE YOU?! >:o |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
I am pissed...
and yet i can't help but smile
"the best part of a relationship is the beginning
it's all down hill from there
the difference in relationships is how long it takes to get down that hill"
-myk
I've recovered enough by now to give this love shit anotha shot, i hope.:-\ |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|06:03 am] |
senior years the shit, i get no hw an dthe classes are mad easy. if i don't get all A's and B's i don't deserve to fucking live ne more cuz then i musta just completely given up. o well that aint gonna happen i'm too strong for that, i'm a fighter obviously not a lover but i'm prod of it. I'm strong i can take shit i can make shit go hwo i want it and sumtimes i can't. but i'm still truckin'<----lol dun ask. this semester's gonna b cool, brians party is comin, halloween, homecoming, car, good report cards (knock on wood), and i'm writin, directin, and producing a film :D (by the way if you really wanna help ur boy out it would be much appreciated if you help make my movie, if not then fuck you u aint my friend have a nice life......haha jp). november's gonna be cool too, i must mention the "ENOCORE" to "The Eminem Show" :D it's only been two and a half years. It'll probably even be released early for bootlegging provention, so that'lll be phat, but y'all dun care w/e i do and this is my journal and i dun care bout you! I'm jp you know I love you. O and next semester I cna't wait for. HAHA that's gonna be excelent. Winter Ball, 18th Birthday (finally free), I get to have a free period, no more "church history," thank God (ironic i'm thnkin God for that lol), I got my Prom (all the ladies out there better get in line, soon:)), and Holy Shit I'm going to finally graduate and move out of my house. This whole year is gonna be extremely wierd in a good way though. I just hope i get into college.
untill next time i leave u with this:
"don't live in the past
unless you can make it your future
if you can't it's ok to cry for a little bit
just don't die with it
keep up the fight of life
u gotta keep movin"
-myk |
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| it's too early for this shit |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|06:30 am] |
Woke up at 5 for no reason just i can't sleep cuz theres too much on my mothafuckin mind right now. So i decided to finish my paper due today which is always a good idea. I basically had nothin to do afta that so i took a shower and went online to read some lyrics (somethin i do when i'm bored) and now i'm gettin dressed and am bout to go hit the bag and shit to relieve some stress.
So right now i'm gonna put my otha shoe on and go work out peace out y'all.....haha on second thought fuck you |
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| manically depressed |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|07:55 pm] |
yep it's one of those times again
i have mixed feelings though:
-i'm annoyed with many people, but i keep it to myself
-happy bout my upcoming freedom in the next year
-excited bout my car
-bothered by everything in this world though
-bored from being grounded
-dissapointed i don't have a likeable personality
-depressed about some personal shit
fuck it better times are to come hopefully
maybe even sooner than expected
idk
"Listed as a manic
depressin' with extreme paranoya! and dog
I got sometin' for ya! hear my name, feel my pain"
- "Fuckin With D" DMX |
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